Greatest Book... God I'm so alone.

So, the book I've been recently reading had the greatest ending. But now I'm so freakin depressed. Like I wont find anyone to spend my life with. Jenny Green had Scott Bennet. Luke had Geni. Cara had this other dude who had chocolate and smores on his face (ick.) I'm so alone it's not even funny. God I wish I was Jenny Green. Man... I need to get a freakin life!

God, so much drama!

... Drama. That's the definition of high school right? Yes, that may be true, but this has gone to far! I hate when people judge one another before introducing theirselves! I'm so sick of people! God! The preps such total nard. So do other people. But I'm not gonna get into that. Proms on saturday, movie maybe on friday. Dunno yet. Ya.

Piiiiiiiiiiiirates

Look at me mommy! I'm a pirate! LOL! I love being a cannon person. YAY!

*Sigh* Such a long week...

Well, yes I'm new to this, but in the sense of blogging, well I'm pretty good at it. Lol! So, basically I'm quite upset about the news from the doctors. First they said I had leukemia. That wasn't it, then I got really sick for about a month, and went to the clinic again. It's lupus. But they don't want to start medication until May. Which I don't really object to, seeing that the three medications for the type of lupus I may have are; steroid (ick. ^^;), anti-maleria medication (another ick ^^;), and chemo-drugs (another ick, and scary thought. ^^;). And I've been trying to keep one of my friends updated, but he's never online. I'm so sick of him! I try to email him every once in awhile, and no answer. Then I get worse, finally get ahold of him, and he's always in "shock" and is "sorry for not checking in" and every day that makes me even more upset about this. And then one of my "Friends"wants to take me to a "private prom". He is so perverted! I'm so sick of guys right now! I hate them. Except for a few friends I have that AREN'T online. So, that's about it. Bye!

-Jeni